It's been a while ..

HELLO BODY EVERY !! okayy i'm sorry for the sudden disappearance LOL .. but i'm here to make an update, i'm pretty sure it's going to be long because i got lots of lots of things to update ya'll about .. xDD .. so i'll start with the .. most .. not-latest one xDDDDD

So yes :D i did a cover of What are Words and you can check it out right here xD

I know there's still mistake somewhere but i'm really really working on it ! :D so don't give up on me xDD pweasee ? :3 HAHAHAHAHA.. awhhhkaayyy And btw !! today is the last day of my work, well i didn't not get the pay yet instead i'm gonna wait for a call from BOSS, so i'll go there and get my pay xD well it's always feels good to receive the money you earned and spend the money that you earn your self.. :D IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD .. AND YES, my school is opening soon, and i'm gonna stay in the dorm .. which never happen in my life before .. this is like the very first time staying in the fcuking school's hostel LOLOLOLOL.. and i'm scared to stay in the same room with someone i bare know.. must be a fcuking male .. LOL okaayyy.. i'll just see what i've got and live with it .. It's Micheal Jackson 3 days ago, and I WATCHED JASON CHEN LIVE ON YOUTUBEE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. LOL .. and he's funnier than i thought xDDD .. So ~~~ this is my latest Cover :D erhm.. You are not alone By Micheal Jackson :D ..

I hope this is not too bad ): i had kiwi before i sing and that's why ): .. shouldn't have kiwi next time before i record my own vocal LOL ..

And good news everyone !! Autotune by Jason Chen is going to be released on the 7th of September 12am !! which is .. 7th of September 3pm !! :D I JUST CAN'T WAIT !! OMG ..  and his another Single "Invisible" CAN'T WAIT TOO .. omg i'm dying day by day just by waiting for the release of Jason Chen's singles xDDDD .. MY LIFE IS GOING TO BE COMPLETE !! LOLOLOLOL ..

Well, talk about life.. i believe she's not gonna visit here anyway.. LOL .. there's this girl who did nothing to me, did nothing for me.. and yet i fall for her.. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE FCUK THAT HAPPEN ?? i just don't get it .. i said hi and bye to her everytime i sees and leaves .. and just by saying hi .. i feel like i'm the luckiest guy in the world who gets to talk to her.. and just by saying goodbye .. i feel like there's no one else i could say hi to for the next 6 days .. that's just so saddening and kills me everyday ): i have to bare with the pain for 6 days and just to see her for less that 2 hrs .. but something tells me that it's meant to be.. i am meant to be in a corner and to look at her across the room and there's nothing else i could do. instead i only can secretly pray and hope for her that everything is going fine and smooth.. i felt that pain in me when i receive the news that she got a high fever.. i pray every hour hopping she could recover as soon as possible.. and that time i did not get to see her for 2 weeks D: .. ohh and by the way.. there's something else xDDDD The night of her birthday.. i had a gift for her but she rejected it .. ._. and that night i fcuking cried NO JOKE .. who would fcuking shed tears for someone who did nothing to/for you .. that's just the .. i don't know what to say LOL .. imagine you ready a gift for someone you REALLY REALLY like .. but she rejected you .. THAT PAIN WILL KILL YOU .. but what's amazing .. what she did does not stop my love for her xDDD .. that's amazing huh ? HAHAHAHAHA.. and erhmm.. i tried to text her .. but i get no reply .. andd.. i don't fcuking know what it means ._.

and as i said, my school is starting soon and i'm gonna have to move to the school's hostel and that fcuking school is so far away from the place where i can see her, i think i'm going to die soon.

How i wish she would notice me..

this is getting fcuking emotional ==